pain

I found myself lost in the dark,darker than no light can reach,no heat ,the cold surround me,the atmosphere here is only full of pain and loneliness,i can't feel my heartbeat,i almost like lost my live,i want to stop the heart beat now,i want to die,i want to leave this place without any memory,maybe i will suffer from lost of memories,but i think my pain right now is more than i can hold on~i just want to say ~FUCK YOU ~LIVE IS PAIN ,NOTHING IS EVER ENOUGH~